The Prodigal One's Journal

Which InuYasha Character are you most like? by Deji-chan


Your Sesshoumaru! you are calm and collected and
you don't show any emotion at all. But inside
we all know you are a softy, it's just a matter
of showing it to everyone else. Be open once in
a while and maybe even date one of your many
fans!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Drowning Pool - Tearing Away

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder

Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!


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Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Reveille - Look At Me Now

I know, or I hope at least, that you're wondering why I left your
house on Tuesday night, thus ending our relationship. Well, I will
tell you why.

I couldn't handle it.

Since Sunday morning, you had not been very, well, nice to me to say
the least. You had even gone so far as to reject my signs of affection
for you. You often made me want to cry right on the spot. I mean, I
spent more time with Vicky and your mom than I did with you, and that
was totally against my plans. I came down to be with you, but you were
always doing other things. I know, I was being totally selfish, but
you were either having your girl talks with your mom or Vicki, or
trying to get Kaitlyn to sleep. Once more, I apologize for being
selfish. I didn't CARE about whether or not we had sex or anything,
but to simply shrug me off like you did, was in my book, very uncalled
for.

Also, on another note, the whole "You calling me boring" statement set
me off. For one, I didn't race that chick because of two reasons. 1,
The car isn't mine, and there was a good chance of the car stalling
while in mid-race, and 2. I'm just not that kind of person to race
someone. Imagine how I'd have felt after I lost, which was going to
happen. I
Also, I didn't stop to chat with those 30+ people because I know what
happens when a random person does that. They get the living crap beat
out of them, and because I'm not big on talking to strangers,
especially a squadron of them.
And, as for those three fellows, I decided not to follow them because,
well, they could have been potential killers. They could have had guns
and bullets with our names on them. Also, their women looked ready to
start something, and I didn't feel like intervening in that.

Basically, what I am trying to get around to saying is, I am not
mature enough for a relationship with you. Maybe in the future, but
not now. I have too much that I need to take care of first. I'm not
ready for a relationship, especially with a girl who is a mother. I
need to graduate High School and College, then get my book published
before I do anything involving romance or spousal commitments. I'm not
good enough for you, Jenn. I never have been, and I doubt I ever will
be.

But what sets me off the most is the fact that you didn't even try to
stop me from leaving. That didn't anger me as much as it did make me
cry all the way home. Yes, I cried believe it or not. Oh well, not
your business to know of my emotions, I guess.

Anyways...I'm back in Daytona now, so you never have to see me again.
I'm not going to hold a grudge against you, but I am going to move on
because...
1. You will most likely NEVER give me another chance, and...
2. I really don't think I deserve one, and finally...
3. You deserve a better person than me, and believe me, there are MANY
men better than myself.

But I am not angry at you. I will always have a spot for you in my
heart, but I don't consider this a goodbye, just a "See you around"
because you never know. Well, I'm off to cry myself to sleep now. Tell
Vicky, Rebecca and Kaitlyn I said hi. You keep reaching for your
dreams. I know you can do it.

xoxoxoxoxox

Anthony Carey

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Justin Timberlake - Cry Me a River

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: Bathory - Satan My Master

I cannot do anything right, NOTHING. NOT...A...DAMN...THING!

Fuck the world.

I love Sarah.

I hate myself.

Other than that, my life is just fucking peachy.

This summer, I am going up to Waterbury for the "2K4 Fortnight Away from Home Spectacular" due to me needing time away from home. It'll be socially good for me, and maybe clear my head a bit. I will be 18, not a damn soul can stop me. I DARE my parents to stop me. They have done so many things to piss me off this year alone, that they are lucky I am staying with them. It's not only them though, it's that damned sister of mine. Little girl thinks that just because she has a few friends, she's "The Shit" so to speak. Lil' bitch is more like it.

Anyways, I am done venting. Later people.

XxXAnthonyXxX

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Judas Priest- Painkiller

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Current Mood: amused
Current Music: AFI - Miseria Cantare

Take the quiz: "Which indy wrestler are you?"

C.M. Punk
You are C.M. Punk, leader of the Second City Saints and master of the Pepsi Plunge. Trained under fellow Second City Saint Ace Steel, and alongside the last Saint Colt Cabana, you have endless charisma and talent. You'll go a long way.

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: AFI - Miseria Cantare

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That being my Great Grandmother. I don't know what to do right now. If she dies, I know for sure I will most likely be scarred for life.

Apparently, on Wednesday of last week she took herself to the hospital, due to chest pains. Brian (Her FUCKHOL EXCUSE FOR A SECOND HUSBAND) tells us this news...oh, yeah, FUCKING YESTERDAY. I'm gonna kill him, no wait...I'm gonna have to dig him up because once my gramps sees her (She's his mom) HE'S GOING TO KILL THAT BASTARD.

Now, it's gotten worse. Doctors have her drugged to hell and back on Morphine, and...she slipped into a coma. In the words of my aunt, "She's alive...that's it. Just breathing."

I have a horrible feeling about this. I almost never have a horrible feeling, and when I do, it usually ends up coming true. I only hope that this time, I am wrong.

If she dies, I die too.

Please, readers, this is not the Prodigal One talking to you. It's not Antman. This is Anthony Michael Carey, asking, no, BEGGING, you for your prayers and hopes. Please, keep my grandmother in your thoughts and prayers.

Sincerely,
Anthony Carey

Current Mood: worried

You are a Ragdoll! You are known for your laid
back attitude. You are the ultimate in
low-maintenance. You'd rather hang out around
the house all day than seek adventure.


What breed of cat are you?
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Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Eminem - Just Lose It

Wow...lotsa stuff happened today. Almost nothing in UBER-KICKASS-PARAGRAPH-FORM.

1. My gramps (I call him dad) is being pissy about certain things. He's mad because I am choosing my job over karate. HELLO?! What will look better on my college apps? ...Think about it, putz.

2. I got a precious family heirloom. My dad (GRAMPS, YOU MOFO'S) gave me HIS dad's Money clip, which has an 1897 silver dollar on it. HOLY SHIT. Yes, I am definitely passing this item onto the grandkids.

3. Work was horrid. It started good, because I had a person to work with me today. See, normally I work both busboy AND dishwasher. Today, I worked nightshift, thus I got to play one at a time. See, it started good. I was doing dishes, he was bussing tables. I then switched to bussing after about 90 minutes. Later, I went back to dishes, and it went to HELL. Dishes kept coming, and coming, and coming. Sooner or later, Jason (My associate) comes along, and we both kicked some dishy ass after that. So, eventually, I get out, and here I am.

4. I got tipped by all the waitresses, AND the barmaid. I made $13.50 in busboy tips. :-D

5. I am TIRED AS A SOFT ROCK FAN AT OZZFEST!!!!!!!!

6. I get paid Monday. I am expecting $184.50, and if I don't get EVERY LAST DOLLAR, I will let people know.

Alright, ciao!
XxXAnthonyXxX

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: O Fortuna

Oy, today SUCKED. Plain and simple. Here goes.

I wake up, and fall off the bed, nearly breaking my arm. I slip in the shower, and can't find underwear. I have to settle for BRIEFS. I then go to work, and I am forced to....get ice, clean tables, mop the floor, refill the beer kegs, get several cases of Miller Lite, and wash about 50 cutting boards. That was before 11 o'clock. 5 hours to go. I then SLIP at work, and my hip has a nice purple bruise on it. THANKS KARMA...fuckhole. Anyways, the day goes on. Several burns (From the scalding hot water) and many loads of dishes later, they need more ice. I go to the ice machine in the back, and as I lift the lid, and begin to shovel out ice, the LID FALLS BACK ON MY FUCKING HEAD. FUCK YOU ICELID!! FUCK YOU! Anyways, it's about 3:00 now. I have a nice 90 minutes after that, then the final half hour goes ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE WAY TO HELL AND BACK.
By now, my hip is throbbing, and my knees are weakening. All of a sudden, a cook who works the next shift, Brett, comes in. Now, normally I take time to judge people, but this guy is an ASS-RAPING SHITEATER. It took me 5 minutes on my first day to learn this. Okay, so I'm almost caught up on dishes, then he barges into the kitchen. "Yo bro, clean up the sink in the bar. It's fuckin' SLAP-ASS full of dishes. Man, you need to make a system." As he walks off, I leave the kitchen, with a look of SATANIC FUCKING DISGUST in my eyes. My aunt, and my two morning kitchen compadre's, Kenny and Demetri notice it. I clean out the sink in the bar, and on the way back, Leslie (Bar Manager) needs 5 cases of Smirnoff Ice, and three buckets of ice. "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!" I am screaming in my mind. Okay, so in short, I did not get out of there until around 5. I was supposed to be off, you guessed it, at 3 O-FUCKING CLOCK, 2 HOURS EARLIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways...that's all my bad day has been thus far. I'm cool now, except...I have to work tomorrow. :-( (WHY CAN'T I FUCKING GET AN EASY JOB?!)

Anyways, fuck Bush. Randomness rules.
Later peepz,
XxXAnthonyXxX

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Eminem - Mosh

Yes, it has been awhile since your hero last posted. Now, he's back. This is a promise! Now, he must cover some new topics.

1. Status of employment - Yes, I am employed. I am a dishwasher / busboy at an italian restaraunt. I have $166 saved up right now, and well on the way to buying a new computer.

2. Status of schoolwork - Eh...not so good. I'm good w/ the grades and whatnot, but I'm falling behind on my work. :( I'll catch up soon I reckon.

3. Status of committment - Single, yet I've gotten more women than a busy toilet seat these days. lol, Anyways. Yeah, I kissed a...DUDE last night. It was my friend Ben. It was a New Years thing. :-D LOVE YA BENNY BOY!

4. Status of the Antman Tour of Destruction. (No longer named Warped Tour 2k4): Eh...still on for this summer, I guess. Shawn, Sarah, Kimmie, Patricia, Amanda, all my peeps in my Waterbury connection, prepare to witness the Fortnight (TWO WEEKS) of Antman. :-D

5. Status of Weight Loss: Me'sa down to 170!! w00000000t!

Oh, and I am still suffering from being raped by that bulimic werewolf. *Sees pic of moon somewhere, and yammies all over sister's sleeping face.* :(

Well, I'll be out now. I love all my readers (All two of ya!)
LATER ASSMONKEYZ
XxXAnthonyXxX

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Alterbridge - Metalingus

I was raped...by a bullimic werewolf.
When I see the moon, I throw up.

Yeah, stuff's happened, stuff has changed, yada yada...

Later, when I have a real update.

XXXAnthonyXXX

I am going to admit one of the most cruel things about me ever...

I am an ungrateful person sometimes. I admit it, I like to take and take and take, but I rarely ever give back...I feel that if I were still a Baptist, I'd be destined for Hell no matter what I did or said in my life to redeem myself now. And, the thing that made me realize this was...get this, a Reba McEntire song. Ask me for details and stuff.

I'm very self-conscious about myself...almost paranoid. I think that I've been around so many large people in life, that I think I am fat. I realize that I am getting skinnier, but I retain this "I'm fat" feeling. One day...I'll lose that feeling. When though?!

Another thing I realized about myself is, I have the SHORTEST temper ever. I lost my temper like, 5 times yesterday, and a couple times this morning. I think I need psychiatric help. Oh well, I'll get over it. Meh...

Well, the hunt for a job continues. Until then...Aurevior, you Scheissekopf's.

XXXAnthonyXXX

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Du Hast - Rammstein